♥ Friday, June 01, 2007 ♥
8:47:00 PM
pw was a total disaster
so much errors
so much things left out
& this pw make me realize:
i shldnt do things last minute and left it hanging theresomehow it really make me think wad i really wan in my life
whenever i do things MUST have a conclusion
i'm plainly dumb
i've plenty to learn
how am i going to strive for them
as usual,
i did not get a conclusion yet
but somehow i dunnoe why
tears flowed down
it was like..
when the results were pronounced
my heart skipped a beat
and when i laugh
it doesnt mean i'm okay
it's just a way to make me feel better
but i realize i wasnt any better
i laugh as usual, talk as usual
but i just feel that it's just so not me
damn upset
too much things had happened today
with 2 ppl missing in fb
with mic not going for lessons
damn it
today was just so not my day ) :
no one whom i want to talk to were there
they were just too busy with their own life now
work ones go work
one left my life long time ago, refusing to come back
another one physically wasn't here
and i'm missing him right now
